Letting Go

I did it. I deleted my old blog. I didn’t copy any of the old blogs, I just deleted the whole thing. Even though they were all happy or positivity-based blogs and searched for some kind of silver lining in, sometimes, a sea of tragedy; they also represented a very unhappy part of my life.

I feel so good! That blog represented an old part of me. One that was immersed in drama (not by choice) and with sadness due to many life experiences that some people would say just really weren’t fair. One of my last posts caused drama (why, I still don’t get). Anyway, since there are people who “followed” my blog who wanted to judge, I decided it was time to “let go”. Although, since it was followed anonymously before, who the heck knows – this one might be too. LOL…oh well…have fun ;)

My blog is written for me. No one else. In general, I don’t care what people think of my blog because my life isn’t part of a popularity contest and I am not searching for followers or views. I really don’t care who reads it, but bottom line, it’s my therapy and a place to work things out in my head, reread and get some clarity. I don’t mind sharing with everyone (I mean, this is a public forum) but I do mind when people want to judge or berate me for my thoughts. That isn’t okay, period. You don't have the right to take my words, my thoughts, my feelings and twist them for your own personal use. I won’t allow it. So, it’s gone. And so is that time of my life.

Jason and I are in an era of change. Thankfully, most of it seems to be good. And, I think the good is outweighing the few bad changes. But, with each new experience we get another level of clarity on who we are…and that is so good!

So, another change…this is my one and only blog.

Xoxo- LadyLewy